Sharmaine Ang

In life, you need either inspiration or desperation.

Wednesday 9 June 2021

Contented

 I think it's been awhile since I've felt contented and happy. Hmmm. Money can't buy happiness, but without money, you wont be happy. Oh well, this is fact and nobody can deny that. Somebody asked me before, would you rather cry in a Myvi or cry in a Mercedes or BMW? Hahhahahhaa. stupid example, and i still think it is stupid. LOL 


By the way, recently I am super into F1. Watching them driving so fast, the adrenaline and heartbeat and uncertainty of what is going to happen next just felt so good. I guess it is a sign of aging. Nothing in life is so exciting anymore. Things are sweet and stable now. Not much of ups and downs... Sometimes it is a good thing, but sometimes the inner me will be thinking... Is that all for my life?.... Sigh... Maybe also plus we are in the middle of the lockdown so there's nothing much we can do. Haha. 


I've resigned a couple of weeks ago. and now i am in the midst of adjusting from one company to another. I am still in airasia, but I will be shifting soon. I don't know how to feel after being in airasia for almost 6 years.. Hmmm, i guess it is almost time for me to move (and of course I only left because I've got a better offer la) hahahha. As I said, money... can buy happiness, sort of. But money definitely is NOT everything. 


Last week, I've a good news from my best friend in Adelaide. AND SHE IS PREGNANT! isnt that the best news after SOOOOOOOOO long. Me and Yunyun of course super excited and happy and cant wait to fly to Adelaide to visit Ang Jr. Ughhh. but this virus is stopping all these from happening. We've all grown up... Cryy** Yun and Shinyee were my best friends since I was 7 & 9! And we are like inseparable. I love them, they cool. One is pregger, one is getting married soon (got engaged). And me... just worry what to eat for dinner? Or what outfit to buy from Zalora or Pomelo. Hhahahhahahah. what am I doing with my life actually. But the scariest thing is... I am happy with my life right now. I can buy whatever I want to buy, I can eat whatever I want to eat. And most importantly, I can shop whatever I want (maybe I am not that demanding or maybe I dont chase after luxury goods, thats why I am happy) Of course, I will save up to get things I like once awhile. When I say things I like which also means things are more unreasonably expensive, like a bag that costs RM20k or even a car that I like. But, even without them, I am still happy 


The older I get, the more I think happiness is very simple. My happiness list is very simple:- 

1. Family and friends around me are happy, and have financial freedom 

2. Work/Meet with lesser stupid people at work place. (this one can vomit blood) 

3. Eat & Drink whatever I want. (if can, then don't put on weight after eating la) 

4. Netflix and a comfy bed 

5. Travel whenever I can. (don't have to luxurious ones, but it can be.. muahahhahah) 

6. Get to use promo code whenever I shop online 

7. When I can fit into S sized clothes. hahhahahhah

To be honest, I really cannot think of anything else. Any small things can make me happy. 


Lemme share some photos of my views for the past few weeks.