Attractive

What is the meaning of ATTRACTIVE for an ordinary boy? 

This?

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Or this?

Why must it be the look of a girl that attracts a guy. Why cant be like the intelligence of a girl that attracts a guy? For me, I am attracted to Oprah Winfrey because I know no matter how pretty is a girl, one day that girl is gonna turn old and the hot and firm boobs are gonna sag when she grows older. Sad case. Imagine an old lady with the boobs sagging and brainless, how sad can that be. But a girl that is smart would be a different story. Even they grow old, the intelligence still makes her glow and shin perfectly. :) 

Today my boyfie told me that he still finds me very attractive. Although we meet almost every single day. Is this love? Or he wont find me attractive anymore if one day I caught up with some disease, like boobs-sagging disease. LOL. okayy. there's no such disease. but will he still find me attractive after 20 years. every girls will be very curious towards this question. How long can a girl remains young and pretty? For my age, at most another 20 years perhaps? maybe u all will have this thinking "Loook, Jlo is already 42, but she is still listed as the sexiest woman!! " but think about it yourself, how much did she spend to remain young and pretty. How much did she spend for the skin products, botox, firm cream, and cosmetics? No everybody can afford to do so. 

Many of friend asked me: " Do u think you and your boyfriend can last forever?" Hmm.. tht's a tough question. I feel that god created us, he already planned who suppose to be with who. Now, of course I wish to be with him until the end of my life. Maybe I am too young to say that, but this is the exact same thing in my mind right now. I wanna be with him! It is always easier to say than do. People change. He might find me attractive today, but another person after half year. God knows. Maybe I might be the one that changed and find another guy more attractive. We will never know what happen. As long as two person find each other attractive, they should be together. That is what brings me and my babyboy together. Nobody is perfect. I love him not because he is flawless, it is because I accepted every of his flaw. :) When u love someone, u must accept the good side and the bad side of her/him. This is what I feel. 

So boys, remember find a girl that is like this

and not like this

 but remember, never fool around with good girls. because......

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TEEHEEEEE!!

A month without him

I broke my promise of blogging everyday. :( I am sorry readers. Or should i say 'reader'. Haha. I've been busy with my assignment and tests and seriously there are nothing special that I can blog a about recently.
After my babyboy left, my life became quite boring. The only person i went out with is my bro. He's been very free too since no one wanna hire him to work. Haha.
Today I went Popular to buy a book. I wanna spent the voucher that our government gave us. I used RM50 only. Still got another RM150. Hehe. I was searching for a book that beneficial to me since my mum say I shld, I could've get a love novel again. Sigh* but nah! Since I am already 20, i think it's time for us to act more maturely. Lol. So I walked around Borders to search for a book that can improve my life and help me to achieve my goal. But I kinda fail because seriously, there are too many choices, and I don't even know which book is interesting!! Ugh! Finally found a book caught my eyes. Which is the same author as the book 'The Secret'. The new version is called 'The Magic'. Hopefully I never make the wrong choice choosing this book la. Haha
My mum used to tell me 'Aiya, u r still in high school, should not be in a serious relationship la. It will somehow affect Ur results''. I never regret not listening to her. Lol. To my opinion, primary school is to young to have relationship. But the age of 17, we have the rights to love someone. Besides, we can also gain experience since we were young so that we can cope better as we grow older. Recently, my best friend/ soulmate caught up with relationship complication. For a couple, no matter how close Ur friend is with u, they are still consider as an outsider. So I am only an outsider that couldn't help her out. I can only give opinion as the final decisions is
Beyond my control. I Worried about her. But what to do, I can't be there for her. Hopefully she knows that I am with her no matter what decision she made. But I want her to know, FOLLOW YOUR HEART.
That's what I do when I dont know what to do. Never care about what people say because we live to please ourselves. So never take anybody's opinion and comments too seriously. :) that's all I can say. Love u always. Hehe

I've missing my baby so much. I am glad that I am already used to my life without him physically around. My phone is my life now. I can't live without the absence of my phone because I wawa my baby every sec! Hehe. Even when we go shit. Lol!!
It's late now. It's time for me to sleep. Goodnight peeps!

Love,
Maine