A lot of people asked me.. How do you feel when you turn 30? TBH, there is not much difference, except some body aching and also always feeling tired. Haha.
I think if you ask what is the different between now and 10 years ago, all I can say is, I am STILL THE SAME but maybe richer and wiser. I am trying to keep the good element or behavior of a young person, for example, dare to dream and brave enough to take risks and fight for things that I think its right.
Sometimes it is quite tiring when i fight for things that I think its right, but ended up I am wrong.. zzz especially my view on guys.. if not i wont have so many ex-es and ohs also. hahahhahaha
But... THIS TIME I AM PRETTY SURE I AM RIGHT! HEHE.
I really think we meet everyone in our life for a reason, we cross path for a reason. Haha. some made you a better person, some made you realize how amazing you are without them.
By the way, just feel like sharing this, I am currently very stressful with my current job because i need to work even during weekends and public holiday. So, I think i wont be in my current state for long anymore. I am feeling really stressful and i sleep with my hands holding tight on a fist everynight. (especially sunday night) It shows how much pressure and stress I have right now.
I know that this is unhealthy and not good for me in long term. So I think I should do something about it. But good news is I am going for holiday soon and I have good support system, aka my parents, family, friends and most importantly my boyfriend! :) (He is always there for me)
OK la, talk to you all next time.
Till then,
Sharmaine
