A month without him

I broke my promise of blogging everyday. :( I am sorry readers. Or should i say 'reader'. Haha. I've been busy with my assignment and tests and seriously there are nothing special that I can blog a about recently.
After my babyboy left, my life became quite boring. The only person i went out with is my bro. He's been very free too since no one wanna hire him to work. Haha.
Today I went Popular to buy a book. I wanna spent the voucher that our government gave us. I used RM50 only. Still got another RM150. Hehe. I was searching for a book that beneficial to me since my mum say I shld, I could've get a love novel again. Sigh* but nah! Since I am already 20, i think it's time for us to act more maturely. Lol. So I walked around Borders to search for a book that can improve my life and help me to achieve my goal. But I kinda fail because seriously, there are too many choices, and I don't even know which book is interesting!! Ugh! Finally found a book caught my eyes. Which is the same author as the book 'The Secret'. The new version is called 'The Magic'. Hopefully I never make the wrong choice choosing this book la. Haha
My mum used to tell me 'Aiya, u r still in high school, should not be in a serious relationship la. It will somehow affect Ur results''. I never regret not listening to her. Lol. To my opinion, primary school is to young to have relationship. But the age of 17, we have the rights to love someone. Besides, we can also gain experience since we were young so that we can cope better as we grow older. Recently, my best friend/ soulmate caught up with relationship complication. For a couple, no matter how close Ur friend is with u, they are still consider as an outsider. So I am only an outsider that couldn't help her out. I can only give opinion as the final decisions is
Beyond my control. I Worried about her. But what to do, I can't be there for her. Hopefully she knows that I am with her no matter what decision she made. But I want her to know, FOLLOW YOUR HEART.
That's what I do when I dont know what to do. Never care about what people say because we live to please ourselves. So never take anybody's opinion and comments too seriously. :) that's all I can say. Love u always. Hehe

I've missing my baby so much. I am glad that I am already used to my life without him physically around. My phone is my life now. I can't live without the absence of my phone because I wawa my baby every sec! Hehe. Even when we go shit. Lol!!
It's late now. It's time for me to sleep. Goodnight peeps!

Love,
Maine